Keep Pushing.

I shared a couple days ago, how I planned to meet someone who I wanted to invest in my business venture.

That person was Udonis Haslem.

And I did meet him and was able to give him the portfolio I created. But boy did I bomb in my presentation.

It took me 40 mins to get there. I went over what I was going to say the whole way there and still bombed. I keep replaying how it went down in my head and I am so embarrassed.

Like honestly, I wonder how I will be able to strive when I don’t know how to talk to people lol. Imagine a introvert trying to network.

Anyways, I put all I had into my portfolio so I’m hoping my work speaks for itself. I told myself, regardless if it doesn’t go how I want it, that I would keep pushing.

Last night, I had all type of self doubt run through my head. Like maybe my mom was right, maybe I am dreaming too big. Maybe I am a bit delusional, as I seen someone say about Pisces last night.

But this morning I woke up, saying f*ck all that. I’m going to make it happen. It may not happen the way, when or how I want it to. But it’ll happen the way it needs to. Coincidentally, as I was typing this Aretha Franklin’s “Never Gonna Break My Faith” came on.

Right on time.

I am a woman of faith. And I feel like that is a major key. When faced with non-believers and self doubt, faith is what’s going to keep you going.

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