I’m learning how to keep my feelings to myself and only to express them in spaces that I feel safe, which is here.
It is better this way.
People are too overwhelmed with their own issues to be bothered with mine.
It’s why I say that everything is fine. I’m ok. Today was great.
When it really wasn’t.
I’m learning how to hide my depression to be accepted.
How to turn my greys to greens, at least in the light.
Because how can I shine if I’m always gloomy?