Good enough.

My life can’t just be this.

I can’t just be a series of sad stories.

I want so much more for myself.

I wish I could be normal.

My life should be a story of perseverance. A story that proves that there’s light at the end of the tunnel.

I want people to see me, and what I have been through and decide to not give up.

That’s what I want. So that’s why I continue. If not for my son, for the simple fact that I can’t go out like that.

As for my son, I fear my son growing up without me, and wondering why I did it. Was it him? Did I not love him enough? I fear him dealing with his own thoughts of suicide and me not being there to help him through it. That’s why I continue.

Those are the only reasons I continue.

I guess that’s good enough.

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